I Got the Remedy

My side of the room looks like a disaster area. I feel sorry for my roommate. I just got out of class and took a long ass cold shower because I was seriously sweating it up since I freaking walked out the damn door. I didn't even play in tennis because the teacher sat and talked about how to keep score and all that and then he was like well you only have ten minutes so just do whatever. I smoked a cigarette.

I really don't want to study tonight.

I will though because I want to get out of here sometime in my life!!

Well

I was kind of really concerned about this test tomorrow, but now I'm not so much. I made flashcard thingies for the test, and I wikipedia'd things that I still needed to know from lectures I skipped. Although I completly fucked myself over by not studying these past like three weeks, I got lucky because the teacher gave us a study guide thingy so I was able to look up things I still needed to know.

I don't feel as bad now, but I still have a weight on my shoulders. It'll probably be there until like next thursday when my passage explication is due. Then I'm going to get my drink on lol. I just hate how much stress I'm under trying to raise my GPA so I can be on the president' honor roll next semester.

I really need a cigarette. I know that sounds horrible, but it's true and I don't care.