Monday, March 10, 2008

Brenda's Got a Baby

Last night I learned that my friend Natalie is pregnant......again. I don't know what to think of this, and I don't approve of the decision because she's not married and the baby's daddy is a stripper. So Cindy told me to just leave her alone because that's all I can do. I feel like this semester has been so good for me because I have made such amazing friends and they are such positive influences in my life. They are there for me when I am sad (late nights at iHop) and they always make me happy (Golden Girls and accompanying me outside when I need a cigarette. Even though I'm not the most positive influence on them majority always rules and these are three kick ass girls! I really do want to be there for natalie, but sometimes these things hurt so much. To see that baby with her would hurt a lot. So for now I'm just going to ignore it, I have like 7 months to contemplate whether I want to be in her life or not, because the hard part is not being pregnant. That's the fun part.

Anyways I'm done with the sordid. My spring break has been pretty kick ass. I've been sleeping alot, and my sister took me to this amazing barbeque place last night. The only problem was after I ate the meat I was so tired I was like in a coma all the way home. My grandmother has been a real bitch, but as long as you close the door to her room she doesn't really talk to you.

Well I'm going to do a face mask because I have this really horrible zit like next to my mouth and it looks really bad.

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