A Good Nervous Breakdown

I hate college. I hate writing papers I hate studying I hate homework I hate scantrons I hate not having money I hate being sick all the time I hate ringworm which is a type of fungi on the skin that doesn't go away for four weeks and can spread like wildfire at any given moment I hate getting pimples right underneath my lip that look like a herpes outbreak I hate being sleepy all the time even when I get 9 hours of sleep the night before I hate classes at 11 am because it still seems to early I hate coffee because it makes my stomach hurt I hate my cell phone because it is ghetto and doesn't even have a camera I hate SFA because they're always trying to fuck me over I hate the SFA website because it never works right I hate junk mail I hate when nobody comments on my blog I hate crying for absolutely no reason I fucking hate french and people who speak french I hate political science and western civ I even hate shakespeare because he was a douchebag and everyone just worships the ground he walks on I hate boring lectures I hate when I buy the wrong book for a class and have no money to replace it I hate fat bitches in tennis who wear arm slings but then take them off after class and ride down the street on thier bikes I hate my addiction to facebook I hate having a 24/7 stomach ache that never goes away I hate being 20 and feeling like a 80 year old woman I hate when people ask stupid ass questions I hate when people have really bad breath I hate when people put their mother fucking guitars in the seat that I was just about to sit in during french class I hate when I get a toothace I hate when my hair looks like a mullet I hate the fact that I only fit into one pair of jeans and they are like bustin apart at the seams I hate when people say they're going to help me with something and then just totally forget about me I hate when I am a quitter I hate when I don't understand something I hate when I write a paper that's a total bunch of bullshit and get a bad grade on it I hate when I fail at anything I hate Steen and want to set it on fire I hate people that are rude for no god damn reason I hate having heartburn everytime I eat pizza I hate that I have hair on my toes I hate pretty much everything about my body and the way I look I hate that one girl in sixth grade who walked up to me for no reason and said I was the ugliest person she had ever seen

Wednesday

So today sucked. I hated today. First of all the Mavericks are going to trade Devin Harris. That makes me sad because he's my fav. I love him. Also I did really shitty in biology and I sit next to this dude and all he does all flipping class is talk about what losers everyone else is. It really gets me down. My lab assistant is still hot though. He was totally talking about spermenation or something, it was hot. He's hot.

Then I went to dinner with Marie and Jordan and something so horrible happened that I can't even write it in my blog. So then I did a video confession about my day in Jordan's room. Then we took crazy pictures.

I really wish that I had something interesting to talk about but I really don't. My daddy is coming from D-town to visit me tomorrow so I am happy about that!!!

Mondays

I hate mondays. No this is not going to be a long list of things I hate, I just wanted to put that out there. I fell asleep during my Government class and drooled all over my notes. I made it to all of my classes though which was a miracle. Then I met this poor guy and he was walking around without any shoes. So I was like "where are your shoes homeboy?" and he was like "they died" and I thought maybe he was pulling my leg so I was like "seriously though where are your shoes?" and he was like "they fell apart" and I was like "well don't you have a backup pair?" and he was like "well I have a pair of broken flip flops and I'm going to tie some cloth around them so they will last me until I make some money" I was like so sad for this boy. Then I saw him walking out of the building without any shoes. I called my dad to tell him and he said that I should have offered to buy him a pair of shoes, and I guess I should have. I don't know what I was thinking I'm always too concerned if someone is messing with me.

Anyways I am really very tired right now so I am going to play a game on the computer, and then read for English tomorrow, and then go to sleep foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I <3 MY DADDY! And I don't think he's a jerk.

Today

Today was so boring! I hate Sundays. I hate Nacogdoches. I hate being unproductive. I hate headaches. I hate boys who wear girl pants. I hate girls who wear mini skirts with ugg boots. I hate when people never update thier blog/website. I hate Valentine's day. I hate cell phones. I hate not having a car. I hate homework. I hate school. I hate food because it makes me fat. I hate when the mavericks lose. I hate when the mavericks play and I can't watch it. I hate when I prank call people and they don't answer the phone. I hate babies that smell bad. I hate people that smell bad. I hate people that steal things. I hate liars. I hate the truth. I hate coffee because it smells so good and tastes so bad. I hate vodka. I hate cranberry juice and vodka. I hate having a hangover because of cranberry juice and vodka. I hate when friends don't call you. I hate when they do call. I hate when I call somebody and they aren't doing anything interesting. I hate when people think they know me, or have me figured out in any way. I hate when you don't even know if someone is alive. I hate that my new fish will die just like my old fish did. I hate death. I hate when I run out of hot cocoa. I hate hemmoroids. I hate steroids. I hate the way people look at me while I'm doing crunches in the gym. I hate that I have hairy man feet. I hate that I have small boobs. I hate people with big boobs. I hate that Dirk Nowitzki is so sexy. I hate that guys that stalk me generally aren't (sexy that is). I hate stalkers. I hate that all of my writing will never be as good as Graham Greene's. I hate social workers because they are liars. I hate when things break. I hate the way it smells when my dad burns pop tarts. I hate that I'm getting older and older and older every second of the day. I hate biology. I hate people who teach biology. I hate hot boys in biology who are so hot. I hate loud ringtones. I hate hospitals. I hate blood that gets into my mouth. I hate Hello Kitty products that are expensive. I hate cavities. I hate root canals. I hate my big nose. I hate my fat fingers that can't type. I hate guys that have boners in the gym. I hate sluts. I hate guys that date sluts. I hate magicians. I hate magic. I hate mardi gras. I hate the way beer tastes. I hate people that tell my roommate that I do drugs. I hate people that send me 9849039834 messages on facebook when they know I gave it up for lent. I hate when I sit in the hallway and don't even see goldilocks.

I hate everything