Wednesday Nights

Blah. That's all I have to say about that. I'm working on my paper right now and I just need one more paragraph before I start editing(which is 50% of the writing process!). It took me less that thirty minutes to get all the words onto the page. I'm impressed with how well I work under pressure. I just kill myself!

Anyways something very interesting happened to me today. I was in Einstein's buying a diet dr pepper before biology lab because I was super thirsty as hell (by the way I went to all of my classes today woot woot!). So some random ass guy comes up to me talking about how I bit his neck at the sports shack that one thursday when I got really shitty. I just couldn't believe it! I was sooooooooooo embarassed. Then he said he told his friend he was "about to get up on me"!!!! SICK! I want to say that he's a total creep but I guess I'm the one that bit his neck! So weird. Just soooooooooooooooooooooo weird the things that I do when I am drunk!

Well at least I've stopped drinking for the time being because I was starting to scare myself(and Katie, Erin &Jen).

So tonight I am going to Prince Eric's softball game (that's if it doesn't rain!) and i'm sure it will be just tons of fun!!!!!!!!!!

Argh I'm so needing to finish my paper, but I think I'll go grab a smoke really quick first!

About That.....

Ugh I have a paper due thursday. For some reason I thought it wasn't due until next week. Looks like I'm going to be working on a paper all night long.


ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


Sometimes I just feel like screaming. So last night was interesting to say the least.

Very interesting.

Very Rare Bouts of Insomnia

Like the title says I am having a very rare bout of insomnia. I'm actually very sleepy but I had some shit that had to be done before I could go to sleep. I'm so ready for it to be the weekend. I am hoping and praying that I will be able to get caught up on all my schoolwork this weekend. I am drowning in papers and tests and online assignments and quizzes. I swear I'm going to need a stack of scantrons just to get through the month of April. I am ready for it though. I am ready to really work hard and just get it over with. So I won't be on the president's list. Big fucking deal I have four more semesters left for that shit.

I really truly do feel alot better now that I have seen my dad. I am such a daddy's girl! I have my whole day planned out tomorrow!!! I'm going to leave you all with it and then I'm going to beddy!!!

9:30 am- wake up/get ready
10:15 am- drop off my samples at the lab and then get some cigarettes and diet dr. pepper in before class
11-2 pm- class!!!
2-3:00 pm- go to the library and finish studying for biology lab/ get any handouts that I missed from Dr. Escobars office
3:00-4:30-Biology Lab
4:30-5:15- dinner with Jordan, Marie and Allison
5:30- naptime
7-8:00 pm- Wake up and go to the library
8:00-12:00 am- Study Time!!!!!!!! Cram for English Exam
12-2:00 am- shower/facebook/blog/SLEEP!

Bring it on!

Haircuts & Bras

Yesterday was interesting to say the least. It was showcase Saturday and I woke up at around one and went to have a cigarette and there were like 900000000 people in the Steen Lobby yelling and in my way. So then I took a shower and was going to study but it just so happens that one of the rooms on my floor was being used as a tour room and so people were so damn loud so I went to the library for about an hour just to write up some flashcards and catch up on some English readings. Then I went over to Hall 14 to see Jenaynay but she was really busy so I went over to Katie's apartment in Garner and then we went and had lunch and picked Jen up so that we could go to Lufkin because Katie really needed a new bathing suit. While we were at Target somehow Jen convinced me to buy a bra and it's the first real bra I've had in like 2 years and I really like it although I must say it's really rough not even being a B-cup but oh well.

Then we went back to Nacogdoches and went to Hastings and this is when the night took a turn for the worse. We were in Hastings talking to Erin because she was working and probably bored out of her mind and I was telling a story or something and I kept hearing these guys behind this shelf mocking me so finally I had enough and I was like "HEY ASSHOLES! I CAN FUCKING HEAR YOU!" and they were like "what did we do we weren't even talking about you!" and so then I literally yelled at the top of my lungs at them and then stormed out of Hastings. I really haven't been that angry in a long time. So then we went back to Steen and I checked my facebook because I had added this guy that I thought was cute who lives in Jen's dorm and I had seen him around before. Well anyways we had messaged back and forth for a while and then he asked if I wanted to hang out which I assumed meant like go out somewhere so I was like "yeah that sounds great, where do you want to hang out?" and these were his exact words verbatim: "My room! I stay n Hall 14 461! U can come later 2nite! How late u goin b up 2nite? U can jus stay if u want!" I mean seriously I know I'm not the most innocent looking girl in the world but does this guy honestly think that I am going to come over to his room and spend the night and I don't even know him?!?!?!?!?! I was so angry. So Katie and I decided to rent movies and get a lot of food. So we started to watch the movie when Jamesie came by because we had told him we would cut his hair because he has his baptism/confirmation today(which is why I'm up so early blogging by the way). Well anyways we cut his hair and we were laughing so hard because he looks like Julie Andrews from the sound of music. Like when he saw it he goes "I look gay!!! I look sooooooo gay!" and we were like "James you are gay" but I mean the more I get used to it the better it is and I learned what my mistake was I accidentely cut his bangs way too short, but oh well. Needless to say I don't think he'll ever come to me for a haircut again. Well I have to get ready to go to the church for his baptism. If you read this far you truly are my hero!

15 Minutes

In 15 minutes I'll be 20. Ugh.

Today was a very good day. I don't know how tomorrow could top today!!! I went to all of my classes which were good I suppose. Went to Biology Lab which is always good thanks to biology lab assistant hottie pants face. Then I had dinner with Mariezy and Jordano. Unfortunately Hymen wasn't there.....sad! I saw a really hot guy that looked like Reggie Bush. Then we were watching this very funny video in the student center and this guy was like "I feel so bad asking this, but I really need 2 dollars and I'll give you these starbucks giftcards one has 10 dollars and one has 5 dollars I just really need 2 bucks" and I was like here's two dollars but don't worry about the giftcards. I thought it would be really unfair to take 15 dollars worth of giftcards just for 2 measly dollars worth of changed I scraped from the bottom of my purse. Then I went back to Steen and was sitting outside when Erin and Jen came by and we went to Wal Mart to get my cake and decorations for the partayyyyyy. The lady at Wal-Mart gave me the cake for free which was soooooooooooooooo nice! It has little mermaid on it!!!!! After that we came back to my room and were decorating and cleaning. Then we went to see Katie at Garner but she wasn't there. So we came back and then Katie came over and then we went back to Garner and then I went to Hall 14 with Jen where they were making cuppy cakes. I really should live in Hall 14 because it's way better than Steen. After that I came back here took a shower and now I'm about to read my poem for Brit Lit tomorrow, blow dry my hair and then go to sleep.

Only 8 minutes until I turn 20!!!!!!!

Katie Tortilla Head

Ugh today was so boring. I am so tired of studying and reading and highlighting and taking notes and listening and reading really good poetry and thinking it means one thing but then learning it means something else completely different.

I'm tired of it. We went to Jalapeno tree today and we were all starving (Jen, Erin, Katie, Me) and so they brought us all the free tortillas and I was throwing them like frizbees to everyone and Katie was like "you eat it!" and I was like "no Katie take it!" and I threw it into the air and it fell right on Katie's head like a little Tortilla hat. It was so funnnnnnny! Then there was this old man at the table behind us and his phone went off and his ring tone was "Girls just want to have fun" and we laughed soooooooooooooo hard. I'm sorry that is one of the funniest things ever. Then as we were walking out there was this poor lady with an eye deformity and I tried to get my ice cream and it spilled everywhere and then as we were walking out Katie goes "I WAS TRYING NOT TO LOOK AT THAT WOMAN'S EYE!!!!!" and I was like you are so going to hell in a handbasket!!!!! Although I don't think she will. God Bless that woman, I'm going to say a prayer for her tonight.

Then I studied for a while and then talked with Jen at hall 14. We were studying but I seriously give up on biology. Everything I study flies out of my head the second it gets there. I really need spring break because at this rate things are not looking good. I thought Christmas break would help me, but I really think after spring break I will have my shit together. I have a glorious week to study for my test and Chesley's going to help me I'm going to make flashcards and study guides. I am going to make a 100 on this test if it's the last thing I ever do. I've decided that the president's honor roll is not going to happen this semester, but next semester when I am science and math free I am going to definitely be on it. I just have never excelled at math or science so I have accepted it. I am still striving for Dean's List which shouldn't be impossible at all at this point.

I had my first day of work today and I read a quiz for a blind girl. She has the cutest seeing eye dog. I felt like a real asshole though because I had just drank this big ass diet dr. pepper and I really had to pee so I just left her standing there and then I realized she had to sign my time sheet and she was like "I was just waiting for you" I was like "wow I'm an asshole"...................

Anyways longest blog post ever!!!! I am going to take a shower now and go back over my bio flashcards for lab tomorrow. Tomorrow's lab looks like one of the worst ever. I am so not going to like tomorrow. I don't even want to go to sleep that's how bad tomorrow looks! Yay for Thursday(my party) and Sunday(mom and daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!0

Nobody Even Reads This!

I've decided nobody reads my blog. That's fine because if it weren't my blog I probably wouldn't read it anyways. In two days I turn twenty. Try to wrap your head around that. I know I can't. I'm excited to see my parents this weekend. I have our whole day planned out in my head:
1)They arrive at around 10 am and then I show my mom my room and how clean it is and then we go to church at 11 am
2)12-12:30- We get out of church and then I give them the full campus tour
3)2-We take a drive around Nacogdoches and maybe go to the azalea gardens even though the flowers probably won't be blooming
4)We have dinner at my favorite restaurant
5)They give me my brand new car
6)We say goodbye and they leave and I cry

(Number 5 is not going to happen)

Other things that I need to do this weekend:Study for History Test, Study for my Government Test, Start reading that stupid book for History, Go over English Notes etc. etc.

I have so much tooooooooooo do!

Oh here's a funny story that you all will enjoy:
Katie(My BFF 1.0) knows this guy names prince Eric(asshole 5000) and somethign happened last weekend that was really rude on his part so to get him back I prank called him whilst I was drunk like 10 times. So he got all mad about it because he's like 39(his actual age!) and told Katie that I was pissing him off. Screw him. I'm sorry that you're 39 and don't know how to have fun. I'm sorry you're 39 and still a jackass. I'm sorry you're 39 and give 19 and 20 year old girls shots of patron. I'm sorry you're 39 and still in college.

What a dickhead.


Anyways fuck this blog.

Rainy Days

It's been raining and or clouding every single day of this week I swear. I straightened my hair today and the second I walked outside I looked like a french poodle. I went to biology and got my test back and I did a lot better than I though I had done!!!! There's still hoping of swinging an A in that class for sure!!!!!! Then I went to Brit Lit and we're starting on the Victorians which is like my faves(not!). I'm just going to be so glad when it's summer already and I'm sitting beside my pool getting skin cancer and reading whatever book I feel like reading. I just want that feeling of freedom.

I realized as I was turning my paper in today that I had forgot to put it into times new roman and I'm just really pissed off at myself. I hope she doesn't take off too many points for that because I'm human and I make mistakes. I really have to do laundry and I'll just save my next post for when I have something interesting to say.

Bang Bang Shoot Shoot

I'm basically done with my paper, just some editing to do and then I'll be ready for tomorrow morning.

I lost my bet today that the Mavericks would win and that means no free Starbucks for me :(. Stupid Mavericks sucking so hard.

Now I'm eating chocolate and just trying to keep positive thoughts in my head.

Katie and Jen came and visited me so I could get a break from my creative process. I had five cigarettes today. Not good at all.

Led Zeppelin always sets me free.......................................

The Alex Cavnar Writing Process

I have all of my notes ready and I'm about to start writing my passage explication. It only has to be two-three pages so I mean it's really no big deal. I've been turing music on and off, lights on and off, flipping through my english book looking for inspiration. I decided to take a shower and brush my teeth, clean my body and clean my mind. Then I decided to look at youtube videos and listen to Elton John. I ate a cookie and then sang Little Mermaid. I'm finally ready to start writing. Here goes.................

Why I Hate Tuesdays

I just took my biology test and I'm about to go take my Brit Lit test. Wow two tests in one day this is a first for me. I've had like four tests in one week but never two in one day. It's not very amazing or wonderful if you ask me. Now I'm in the student center contemplating suicide.

James came over last night and ate like literally half a bag of reese's cups. Then he talked about how he was in a chat room talking about aliens. I don't know it was weird.

I'm really thirsty. This has to be one of the lamest blog posts ever. I should put a warning on top that this blog post is totally lame.

Feeling Better & Watching the All Star Game

So I'm finally starting to feel better. I went over to Katie's and saw a really good movie called Martian Child. It has one of my fave actors John Cusack. Then Katie and I went to Wal Mart and had fun with cucumbers!!!!

I've been psuedo studying for my biology test today, and I'm about to get started on a rough draft of my passage explication. I changed Malachi's water just now and I'm checking to make sure he doesn't die. I was all pouring the water out of his bowl into the sink and he tried to swim out of the bowl!!! What a naughty little fish!!! Luckily I had the net on top of the bowl to make sure he didn't sneak out!!!!

This week is really going to suck! I have two tests, a paper due, and probably one of the hardest bio labs ever coming up. I just can't wait until the year is over so if I ever see my lab teacher I can tell her to go F#$@ herself.

Alright well I'm gonna get back to writing my paper and watching the All Star Game on TNT. The best thing about watching TNT is that they always play the charles barkeley commercials, and he's basically one of my most favorite people ever invented.

Tuesdays & Being Kick Ass

You know it's not going to be a good day when it's raining, you're five minutes late to class, and you can't find your umbrella (ella ella......). I made it to all of my classes though!! I can't say I was concious during all of them, but I made it an that's what counts. I'm pretty sure every time I'm in biology lecture my professor either talks about sperm, vaginas, sex, or peeing. I'm pretty sure he's a pervert. So after my classes I went to the library and took a kick ass library nap. Then I went and got a kick ass strawberry muffin from Einstein's. Then I went to my kick ass room where Erin and her boyfriend were watching some movie. I talked to my kick ass sober sister about an article I read about Lil Wayne in which he was quoted as saying "I'm such a good rapper that when I hear my rhymes I wanna kill somebody!" I thought it was hilarious. What else happened????? Nothing much but I'm about to make my way back to the library (in case you didn't know I'm going to start living there!) so that I can study for my history test on Friday. I was getting all ready to have a kick ass weekend, but it turns out I have a not so kick ass English paper due next Thursday so I'll probably be working on it all weekend. My teacher is hard core and I'm going to write the most kick ass paper she has ever read and it will blow her F*#($*#@ mind! I've decided I don't use enough pictures on my blog so from now on I will be adding a hot dude picture of the day.

PS- Basketbawful one of my most favourite bloggers of all time totally commented on my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Basically the funniest most kick ass blog in the world......well besides mine of course http://www.basketbawful.blogspot.com/ follow the link!!!! Okay well I'm off to the library and then IHOP night with the bitches.

Mondays

I hate mondays. No this is not going to be a long list of things I hate, I just wanted to put that out there. I fell asleep during my Government class and drooled all over my notes. I made it to all of my classes though which was a miracle. Then I met this poor guy and he was walking around without any shoes. So I was like "where are your shoes homeboy?" and he was like "they died" and I thought maybe he was pulling my leg so I was like "seriously though where are your shoes?" and he was like "they fell apart" and I was like "well don't you have a backup pair?" and he was like "well I have a pair of broken flip flops and I'm going to tie some cloth around them so they will last me until I make some money" I was like so sad for this boy. Then I saw him walking out of the building without any shoes. I called my dad to tell him and he said that I should have offered to buy him a pair of shoes, and I guess I should have. I don't know what I was thinking I'm always too concerned if someone is messing with me.

Anyways I am really very tired right now so I am going to play a game on the computer, and then read for English tomorrow, and then go to sleep foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I <3 MY DADDY! And I don't think he's a jerk.

Alex Land

So before I begin reflecting on the first half of my day I have to tell you all about the hilarious thing that happened to me in the Steen Lobby! I was walking to my room and this boy walked by listening to his iPod and he was all dancing and so I started dancing too because dancing is like my absolute favorite thing ever! Then he was like "nah nah, you better chill!" and then he and his friends laughed. It was pretty funny, and I'm pretty sure he's just jealous of my ill moves! So anyways the first half of my day kind of sucked although something really good happened!!! Our suitemates moved out so now we have the whole bathroom to ourselves!!! I'm so happy because now I won't have to listen to really loud music at eight or two in the morning anymore!!!! Also I can leave my trash can and shampoo and soaps in there without being afraid of someone throwing thier trash in my can or using my shampoo(well besides Erin!) So that was a good part of my day, and also I only cursed five times, one of which was because Jen gave me an F for the day in biology right after I gave her an A+!!!!!!! Thanks Jen! Then Dr. Godwin started talking about invagination (look it up in the dictionary) which was really hilarious. Finally I went to British Literature with the wonderful (and very pregnant) Dr. Escobar. I loved the poem we read but I guess everyone else hated it because Dr. Escobar was like "You all can leave early because you look bored out of your skulls!" I wanted to be like "pffft, not me!" but I didn't because I never talk in that class for fear of looking like a complete idiot. IDK, maybe it's just me but I love sonnets and poems that have some semblance of order and organization. They just make sense, and being someone that likes to write poetry myself I appreciate how hard it is to get your abbc eded's all perfect and rhyming(it's not easy!) so I tend to enjoy reading the tercets and the couplets much more than just a free form rhyme...................

And just to keep everyone updated I DID NOT get on facebook today which is almost two whole days in a row!!!! WOW!!!!!! Now I am going to take a nap so that I can get ready to study all night for my business test tomorrow morning!

Oh wait! One more wonderful thing happened today: I actually knew all of the answers to Dr. Escobar's Quiz which is a first!!! Also she handed back last weeks quizzes and I totally got half credit for answering that the mariner in rhyme of the ancient mariner wanted to become a baker because he loved cupcakes!!! Thank you Dr. Escobar!

More on life here in Alex land later!