Realizations

So tonight was Ash Wednsday, and being the wonderful Catholic that I am I went to the mass. During which the priest told us all a story about how you have to really dig deep into yourself over Lent to try and find the treasure buried deep inside of you. So I've started trying to dig into myself (not literally!) to find the treasure. I think it's going to be a long forty days!!!!! I did come to two realizations today: 1)I'm a hypochondriac 2)I'm definitely not ready to have children.
For some reason I always feel sick. I think it has a lot to do with my very active imagination. Sometimes people around me will talk about being sick and I will start to have all the symptoms. Just a couple of nights ago I was crying in front of the computer because I had diagnosed myself with hyperthyroidism (thank God for Web MD!). Seriously though, I would just for once like to have like a very thorough physical so that I will know once and for all that I don't have Cancer, or Diabetes, or Hyperthyroidism, or Breast Cancer (all of which I have diagnosed myself with just this past week!).
The second thing came to me because I was hanging out with my roommate and all of her friends(who are basically my friends now whether they like it or not!) One of the girls in thier sorority has a daughter and she was there, and while she's very cute and I had fun holding her, she kept farting and it kind of smelled, and then she fell asleep and my friends was carrying her downstairs and I was just like "Thank God I don't have to worry about changing diapers and keeping another human being clothed and fed!" I mean we all know I have trouble with that myself!!!!!!
So I guess those are two really good things to realize. I think with the whole hypochondriac thing it's best to just think healthy, and then I'll feel healthy!!!!! With the baby thing.........well I think we all know how to prevent that!